nothing is new these days. i still like before sometimes good sometimes bad. but most time im okey or i think im okay. i have alot of free time now. i never feel this bored be4. i dont know what im thinking. so weird. life is kind of funny. everyone is running so fast try to catch the one in frount of them but they never notice that if you get the one behind you it will be easier. so what did you get? you will take everything or you only take the things you want.

..........................................i said something but i delete all. i dont want remember them and i dont want anyone see. talk something about me more. christmas is coming soon. i havnt buy anything for myself yet. oh i bought a lot of things already phone clothes shoes. i want buy one more jacket but i dont think i will wear any jacket in this winter so keep my money.  in the past 1 month i spent almost $3000 lol. using VISA card is not a good thing haha. yeah, i dont know why want money but i really want money now. maybe im crazy now. if i cant get the thing i want then i dont want anything.

bored, i will sleep soon. need get up early tomorrow 10 is early for me. havnt plan anything yet. the thing i want buy i cant buy it so i dont know what else i can buy. its not my ways. im being a gay now. oh forgot to say i find one song that i like it so much. Timaland - Apologize. i listen it everyday. its a good song but i dont like the ending.

If you are not in someones eyes then you are not in their heart.          --K.Z