i want to say somthing but i dont know where i can start. i have been talking too much and doing too much. i dont think anything works. maybe you already know what will happen to us. you just want make it done. this is not the first time i told you that im your husband or boyfriend. but i dont think you looks like that anymore. i dont know why i feel this i just feel it was just like that. maybe he can make you happy more. maybe he can stay with you longer than i do. maybe he can give the feeling that i cant give you. maybe he is better than me. maybe you think you love him more than love me. i dont konw why you choose him over me even you told me you didnt. i think you thinking that you are single now. so you can just start a new relationship with him. do you think this is right? maybe for you you should do like this. you tell me you dont know what do you want. but now you got the thing you want. you know what do you want and you just make me have too do in this way. do i have a choice do you give me a chance to choose. NO! you already choose him. then you just show me the answer. you say i was so meanto you but i dont know what did i do is so mean. too mean to make you go find another one. i really dont understand and you never give me a reason. but now nothing is important. i dont know that how you finish us or you really just want stay alone for a while. i just so scare you alrasdy have the answer again but i m the last one who know it. i will try to not think about it. i hope that you can remember what you say to me before you took the ring off. i hope that you wont lie to me again. i still belive that you are my bebe. you told me that you care about me. you told me that you will take care of me. i dont know you really do or you just dont want me sad. if the thing you dont want to do dont do it. i think you can talk to me more about anything. i told you i wont start talk about him first. but i think you should tell me what happen to you two. at least im still your "boyfriend". i always feel like i have a lot of stuff want to say but i have to stop now. i dont know you watch this or not. i wish you can understand me, you, us, our life. i cant choose anything for you now. you have to make your own choice. right or wrong. whatever you choose its yours. you becoming a big girl now.

i dont know what i can call you in this time. but if i can i still want call you bebe. i dont know if you still can hear i call you.

now everything is done for us. tomorrow we all have a new life. wish you can be happy. talk to me if you want too.

promise! i always belive your promise. all the love we have. all the memorys we have. <3